as i remember an old movie, i re-live my days of 'effortless magic'. calm days.
a time when the only romance of contentment i knew, was that which involved film. at first, i found water guns, and discovered one-man plays with the guns. then it was bicycles, and then one man plays with those as well. then the video games came and brought me a stage: i acted out these adventures and triumphs and hits, for hours a day. oh lovely! how so lovely! because there i was and there was music: statuesque. day dreaming, time-traveling over sound and words: life-giving. but i still knew no addiction without chains. in a day-or was it all my life-i found film!.....the greatest companion to music...the conversation with life... the mirror in and of life. i love all these still, and i am glad to say my heart's not a lonely place; but less content, indeed it is. my heart beats 'fortissimo', for i have known the magic of life since She gave me life. Statuesque: She must be music and film and many calm days and great triumphs. SHE is.